hmms , today my mood was totally sucks after i've woken up this afternoon ! -dont know why toos . ):hmms , just now i went to have 2 bowl of rice . after that went to bath than went to downstair buy some foods for stand by if i feels hungry .when i reached downstair , saw his mother . she went buy 1 durian mooncake for me . -thanks , it taste quite nice . :Dnow talk to the main topic of today i want to said ! hmms , i dont know whys i suspect him again . -i'm just so useless to suspect him again . )':its just he woke up , he called a fren ? ask "what are you doing ? after i okays le , i call you ." -was like talking to a girl , speak in a soft tone .after he bathed finish he jiu went out le . without eating his parent cooked the lunch . -was like meeting his lover ? if not went out without eating . i feels like i'm a toy for him to **** with than now i'm preganant , jiu more & more & more lesser time with me . -felt more & more lonely & sad . also felt my feelings to him getting lesser le .i really dont know what to do ! now i can do only is pretending i'm happy infront of you but inside is totally sad & wanted to say "can you have more timewith me ?
tell me what you're doing outside .& do you know i'm scarefeelings to you have gone totally ?!"- do you know i've been crying sadly for this few days ? - have been pretending happy infront of you ? (but the truth is i'm not happy)- sms-ed you , also wont reply . (i was like at there silly waiting for you to reply)- i really do want to give up this relationship but all the time is our erzi making me to keep this relationship . (i really was tired , do you know that ?)- can you hold me tight & say "i'm so sorry & i wont leave you & erzi deh"- i do really treasure the times we've been together , just stick with you forever & ever till the end . (but do you've the same thinking as me ? or i think silly cos there's no forever love .)no matter whats have happen ,
i'll try my best to keep this relationship forever ;
without quarreling , suspecting you .
please dont leave me alone in the darkness ,
it was scary & lonely to be alone !
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