ytd was too lazy + no mood to update my blog . =/
those photos and video are taken on 27june09 =)
took when i was back from watching movie .
didn't take any photo with him ..
and idk why i don't believe in love .
i don't believe any hopes , i only believe what i seen in my eyes and sense it . =x
don't ask me why cos idk why too .
photos time , enjoy it bahs .
photo of my babyboy♥
a video of my babyboy♥shall end at here ..
nights everyone !! ^^
i won't say i and Mr.R deh things le .
don't ask me why too cos idk why too . =/
- drink 300-330ml of milk . (per 2-3hrs)
- drink ceral and eat porridge .
- have 4 teeth . (2 big on above of his gums and 2 small on lower gums)
- able to hold onto his milk bottle . (sometime lazy to hold)
- able to sit up his own . (without anybody helping)
- love standing up . (with something/someone's support)
- very naughty .
- trying to walk . (with something/someone's support)
- not really like to sleep .
- start calling "papa" than "mama" =( *jealous*
- love watching tv .
- love to bite things .
- will cry when he can't reach something he really wanted .
- love talking on his baby language .
- will beat people and pull people's hair .
that's all i can think of now .
as for me , i think i don't have any changes . =(
i going out later , going amk hub .
a guy treat me watch movie . =)
thanks ~
going to bath and prepare soon le ..
anything sms me yeah . ^^
update later again .
EDITED ~
i'm back to update le =)
reached home around 11.30pm .(i think so)
feel like go ton at outside sia . =x
but no money . =(
sians ~
i watched "Transformer" and its nice and exciting !
i watch till my heart nearly drop out . =x
feel like go clubbing . =x
didn't go clubbing before lors . =(
idk why feel like drinking and smoking sia . =/
i miss my night life .
go out ton and go out drink .
but now i changing those bad habits !! =D
so don't worries i'll smoke or go drink . =x
trying to quit smoking and drinking yeah ..
shall end at here .
nights everyone !!
i'm back after meeting lovelygirl♥ and laughing pill with babyboy♥ .
they come my hubby's house downstair .
11pm jiu go off le , they left also .
after feed babyboy♥ jiu come online le .
my back pain is killing me !!
haish ~
i miss Mr.R , how i wish i can meet him . =x
h1n1 really making me so difficult to be human lors !
cannot bring babyboy♥ out . =(
haish ~
h1n1 please go away ! ~ ~ ~
sunday i going my brother's baby full mth .
hopefully , can bring babyboy♥ go !
shall end at here .
nights everyone ! ^^
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛 .
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂 .
一直忘了说我有多感动我有你 .
你知道我会有多难过 , 所以即使到最后还微笑着要你加油 .
在脑海里头我多希望你还在我左右 .
其实 这份爱我没停过 .
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了 .
答应你 我会好好过不让 这些眼泪白流 .
我要你知道我还放不下你 .
我想我还是不够成熟 ,
还达不到你的要求,
我真的没有想的太多 ,
只是怀念那些爱过的感觉 .
说好的幸福呢 ?
我懂了不说了 .
爱淡了, 梦远了 .
我哭了 , 我累了 .
i only want to say i still be here for you , mrR .
i know you're tired , i also tired .
but i not tired those feelings .
but yet , those coldy feeling are really making me feel so tired .
i was lost , i am tired .
i wish i can be there for you !
can i ?
feeling not so good now =(
he actually told me he unhappy of something , he own self say he don't know what he unhappy about .
but i know is bcos of me ..
say out deh wrong things =(
i'm sorry !!
please kindly don't spread out what i've said to you .
*(you know who you are)*
i always done deh wrong things .
how i wish i can become more clever so can stop making people angry/unhappy bcos of me !!
now , my bill going cut off le ..
still haven't pay for it . =(
my back also keep making me feels so painful !
you won't know how's painful it is !
you won't know how's suffering i suffer now .
so stop asking me go work , as i really can't take deh pain .
yes , i went out cos i don't wish to stay at his house .
i'll feel damn moody when staying at his house .
i go out i also moody ..
go out with a couple . =/
haish ..
go out sians , didn't go out i more even sians .
AHHHHH !!!!!!
is really killing me now !!
i hate myself and i just being useless now !!
all crush at deh same time !! =(
why fate like play tricks on me !?!?!?!?!?
haish ..
no mood to continue le ..
nights everyone ..
i keep ruin deh night off =(
keep on droping my tears =(
when i recieve a sms from silly♥ , he actually told me he was sick =(
i drop my tears even more !!
so scare and worry he'll leave me !! *TOUCH WOOD*
i really miss him alot and i need his shoudler so badly !!
i went polyclinic to follow up babyboy♥ check up .
e nurse said he actually shorter abit =/
but is normal ..
weight 75% and he is doing good =)
as for me , i went for seeing doctor .
said my bone are alright but don't know gone worst le .
refer me to ttsh to do more check up =x
as polyclinic wasn't that good enough to do more check up .
tml , i going back to polyclinic to see my health .
shall do more updates tml =)
there's nothing i can help you in your illness .
i hope you're alright and be strong to fight againist those virus !!
i want to see you healthy and said me !!
take care my love♥ , i miss you loads =)
nights everyone !! ^^
there's loads more below =)
do enjoy it , although is ugly =x
sunday , my sil bought babyboy♥'s pram and his bed or playpan come . =)
his pram are big , not used to it .
abit clumsy when using it =/
shall just enjoy looking at my photos =)
*below is all overdue photos*
sushi tei =D
all are my cousins =D (cny ; day one)
my brother-in-law , me and cousins =)
my sister and my cousins =)
me ^^
my biggest nephew (open door for groom) and me
my daddy and me =)
my biggest nephew , my sister , my father and me =)
san gu and me =)
my lovely cousins =D
they kissed me ! =x
da gu and me =)
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