HAPPY 6TH MONTHS TO BABY GAVIN !
- 270-330ml milk 3-4hrs
- got eat ceral & porriage
- able to flip
- have two teeth on his lower gums
- start growing hair on his back of e head
- smile/laugh easily , love to smile/laugh
- love to entertain himself when we didn't play with him but if we wasn't with him for too long he will cry
- love lick/sucking/eating his hand/finger
- will drip loads of saliva & play with it
- able to reach out when e things near him
- love to talk his baby language
- love to watch tv
- love to hear people talking {being a kpo}
- love to see that got light & song {feel damn happy about it}
- love to eat {esp when we're eating he will open his mouth big & move around & make noise}
- a lazy baby , dont wish to hold on e bottle
- will open his mouth open while he sitting down or sitting up
- will ren people & e place around him
- want people to "yao" him to asleep
- no "tutu" he can't sleep well
- hate noisy place !
- got light deh place he wont sleep unless he was too tired !
- hate people talking while he was sleeping
*that's all i can rmb as i got STM ! & above deh photos are e past i took for him*
hmms , i'm back to update my blog le ! :)
okays , let's start my topic today . :D
went to meet him* .
yes him* , i crush on him ! {wasn't wrong right}
most stupid is i went out w/o ez-link card & money ! {rushing as he reached there}
not i rush to meet him okays , is i dont like people wait for me ! {dont anyhow think!}
when i reached mrt station , i realise i didnt bring my ez-link . {zzz}
all e way back home to take . {tired}
when reached city hall , saw my uncle . {lols}
after saying few words , went up to find him .
*{as we hang around at city hall area}*
yes , he treated me eat lunch , dinner & movies ! {happy}
inside e movie threate , while watching e movie i was shivering . {too cold le}
we went watch e dragon balls . {something about there}
quite nice but quite lame .
9+ we went home as he need go back camp .
went 128 coffeeshop to find my hubby , mil & his friends .
slack & talk cock awhile jiu went home . {as baby want drink milk}
bathed than online .
now he* give me e feeling are so special that i dont have before when i was dating in e past .
& i feels i & my hubby dont have e love on it as seen all his msg & calls before & all was "her" .
{so disappointed ! VERY HEART BROKEN & SAD !}
although i still will worry about him & wanted to continue but i was too tired to love him le .
many times i just wanted to end but whenever i see baby gavin , i dont want to give up anymore !
e feeling was damn .. i also dont know how to say about it . :(
say seriouly i really really feel like giving up but can i do it ?
- i dont think so & i really really dont want baby grow up in a incomplete family !
- as i know deh feeling of growing up w/o a father/mother .
- when i was young , my friends would laugh at me why i no mother while they have .
- & see mostly got mother accompany them & i dont have !
- e feeling was damn hurtful !
cos of this , i cried damn loads of times ! {nobody knows this !}
as i grow up , i've been loads of things ! {UNHAPPY THINGS !}
i keep changing boyf in e past bcos they only want sex !
say seriously I DON'T LIKE MY BOYF DO SEX WITH ME !
I ONLY WANT A VERY STABLE RELATIONSHIP !
- but i dont have it . :(
yes , now i'm married but my marriage wasnt stable & dont feel happy whenever i with him .
- happy will but not like he* give those happy .
& now i know cdac is hua she . means cdac=hua she . {lols}
but nvm lahs , go try again . :)
go tpy central meet adelene tgt with my baby . :)
so long didnt bring him out alone le ! {so miss e days i & him tgt}
Feel Happy Whenever You Cheer-up Me :)
Bleahs ~
Forever Be Mine , Okays ?
Zhu
really thanks to all those courage me to go work & find work & say so many dao li to me !
i'll prove to you all I'M NOT A LOSER !
all deh stuffs you all said i know .
alot of my friends say me & even god{ahpek} also like that say me .
i know what to do .
i need time to settle everythings !
so people courage me NOT scolding alright !
alright , let's start my today deh stuffs & so on ..
4+ went out , to meet adelene .
in e end i go meet nick first as she still havent reach yet .
than she came find us .
than that idoit bobby always disiao me . {zzz}
*{skipped somethings happened}*
went to fusion to play pool .
but wasn't me e one play . {of cos}
than we slacked & talk-cock .
till 10+ i went back home .
*sorry to adelene that i ps you than went to find nick they all !
& tml i meeting him* .
again he cheer me up . {thanks}
{as something happened , i drop my tears}
but soon they say something i agree too . :)
they said loads of dao li to me .
all is i need time ! time time time !
they wont know my thinking & feeling unless they inside my body .
forget it le , let's forget BAD MEMORIES & start my NEW LIFE SOON !
{VERY SOON !}
can see his little teeth ?
*oh ? are you looking at me ?*
*HELLO EVERYONE , I'M GAVIN POON !*
*going to fall down*
*& yes , he looking on e camera*
*he didn't manage to look on e camera*
*he smile when i talking to him*
VIRGO - The PerfectionistDominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. {For My Hubby}
{Its seems to be right}
i've ban all those spam my blog le .
you spam i ban !
idk should i pierce my lip anot sia .
i feel like piercing my tongue & lip !
how how how ?
who can give me advise ?
today i go meet him* .
he really didnt anyhow touches me ! {so happy}
in my mind his everythings appear .
why like that ?
- really fall in love with him le ?
- i never have this feeling before ! {honestly !}
hope to meet him very soon !
i feel damn unfair as he can go find her , chat with her & i cant ?! {wtf}
i & his feelings wasnt e same le . {sad}
hope them can live happily !
see it yourself whether it's true anot . :)
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
currently i'm so miss him* , i admit i'm a hongster but i just cant stop myself from loving another person .
yes , i have a husband but like a person wasn't wrong !
as i didn't together with him !
so you all have no rights to say i'm a hongster , flirt all that .
i cant see my hubby are serious on me , everything he done make me feels so sad & disappointed but yet i forgive him all the times .
like this i wasn't a good wife ?
yes , i admit i wasn't a good wife as i like another person !
as long as i not like him , got another girlf & can't stop seeing her !
honestly i hate him but yet i love him !
once i love him mean love him but everything he done i feel damn sad !
he have make me cried everyday & nights !
only you all dont know nia .
only those very close to me than know it .
i'm suffering loads of things !
you all know ?!
i beg you all dont know .
yes , i'm childish but i'll grow up deh mahs .
na dao you wont grow up mahs .
before you say me , you got think you know me very well .
no than stop saying me !
you have no rights to judge me !
& this is my own personal blog , what i want to say is my problem NOT YOURS !
ytd i do really have enjoyed !
drink drunk drank ~
sorry to you that i've cause so many things out !
you're right , i should grow up le .
{don't leave me alone to face all problems} *PLEASE*
I guess i need time to change myself !
*{PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO CHANGE}*
I WANT TO CHANGE BE A BETTER GIRL THAN PAST !
I DON'T WANT BE A USELESS GIRL !
KINDLY GIVE ME GUIDE TO WALK THE ROAD !
I DO NEED IT ALOT !!!!!
i won't be e playful & keep ask people for money !
no money=no go out .
to me now , friends & baby gavin more important to me !
they always beside me whenever i need them !
w/o i really can go die le .
i still rmb e panadols incident , they support me .
but yet i disappointed on them . {so sorry friends !}
now i can say is i don't have hubby .
he done e wrong thing first & yet now he blame me .
{i guess i need to have a good talking with him !}
to all my friends :
can guide me all along e road mahs ?
{i know i sound like ... but i need it alot !}
i really want to change ! i say i mean it !
i don't wish all my friends leave me !
if really do , i can say is i wont be at this world le .
now my mood just like want to go end my life .
i want to du li ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT !
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For Me !
Start My Single Life !
