ytd night i cried le , i dont know why toos .
just feels that i dont have e freedom do what i wants .
FIRST time that i feels no freedom ! )'x
i getting more & more tired le , ytd almost said "divorce" out .
if i really do , means i'll do it .
but i dont wants , as it will only harm to my babyboy ,
so i bear it inside my heart ,
dont want to said it out .
that's why i ytd keep on crying non-stop ,
they* just cant leave me alone in room cry ,
keep on asking me ,
make me feels dulan & more sad !
even my laogong also dont understand me ,
ask me "why i cry & what i want" in a harsh tone ,
i wondering you're my laogong anot .
cant you just talk to me nicely mahs ?
need to talk in harsh tone mahs ?
i REALLY dont understand about you le !
you no longer is e guy that i know before le ,
you've changed le ! - is it that you really changed ? or my feelings to you have change le ?
- i can dont have you but baby gavin cant !
- can you tell me what to do mahs ?
nowadays , i've not enough sleep . - tired ~ )'x
i've been taking care him all by myself . - most of e times .
i dont know i can still so srtong enough to takecares of him ! - i really is a VERY useless girl ! little bit jiu give up , tired & more ! )'x God !
Please Give Me Some Strength To TakeCare Of My Boy !
I Dont Want To Be A Useless Girl Le ! now i just simply loves my boy only ,
he's e only person can make me laugh , smile & cry .
boy ;
i'm sorry that i've make you suffer le !
see you suffer my heart damn soo pain !
i'll treat you very good & to be a srong mother !
give me courage & strength bahs . ILOVEYOU BOY !
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