i'm back to post my blog le ...

i so miss of my gan hubby (ah de) !miss those times we been together !

i know you dont wish to contact us le ! i was damn sad for everythings you've told me !

i really dont wish you & her become like that ! PLEASE ! ~

you only make me feel more even sad NOT angry OKAYS ! i WANT you to be happy !

if really dont wish to contact us than nvm bahs , just take good care of yourself ! anything got me this crazy friend ! D: JIA YOU FOR IT !!

today meet up with my beloved sweetheart . went to tpy central deh mac to eat our lunch & headed back to my hubby's house .

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i really dont wish my babyboy to let his nanny to takecares ! you all is discuss le cai tell me . what discuss with me ?!

i say "NO" yet she say what give her take care lahs , let me have a good rest . than i wont have bad thinking .

NO lors , i didnt do anything cai will anyhow thinks nors . what you know ? snatch him away from me ?

now he dont even know who am i lors . treat me like a stranger le . )'x

like that i rather i told police i commit suicide & headed to girls home/jail . no point of staying at home .

I HATE YOU !

bcos of you , i get scolding from my families . they thought what , i only want go out dont want care about my son ! i can say NO !

not i dont want to takecares is THEY keep on saying i dont know . abit of crying jiu so work up . NOT i dont know OKAYS !

so what i go counselling ?! got use mehs ? can solve my problems ?

NO LORS ! still need myself to overcome all e problems nors . TMD!

only my piggybaby & beloved sweetheart + my family + some of my friends knows how i feels ! others jiu say "i know lahs , is just i dont know how to say only " .

i say is SHIT LORS ! know how i feels . GO AND DIE LAHS !

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i wish we(i & my laogong) can overcome all e problems we have ! but is difficult ! cos we have different thinking ! this only will make things difficult to solve !

your thinking is mature & yet i wasnt . but i'll slowly change my thinking as year by year i'll grow up ! NOT grow younger !

i only can say our marriage wont last long . thinking , we dont communicate , keep everythings to ourself than wait e days we cant take it & just shout out .

i'm tired of this marriage ! w/o have same thinking & communicate we cant last long . is was too difficult to continue it !

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thanks everybody for so concerning me ! so happy to see that i still got friends around me to concern me .

i PROMISE i WONT do silly & stupid things le ! only makes my health getting weaker nia .

i going to find job to do le . so boring to stay at home nowadays ! all need money !