*was a damn long post w/o pics !

1 jan`2009
1+ in e afternoon took cab with my sister & mil down to tan tock seng hospital . cos i ate 28 panadols today in e 2+ am . 4+ went to sleep . 11+ was awake by mil cos my sister came see me . so i was admit to hospital straight away . i at inside obversation ward till very long . was damn cold , hungry & xin ku ! x:was at e ward around 5+ i think , wasn't allow to eat till 7+ . than saw my father , fil & my son came into e ward . soon is adelene , junyin , youyang , jincai , erica & erina came visit me . & erica gave me a balloon flower .
- thanks ! :D

2 jan`2009
didnt sleep well . only slept for total 6hrs ? 1+ in e afternoon my laogong & his family visited , they bring food for me to eat too .
- thanks alot ~
they also bring my clothes & dispoal panties for me too . soon 2+ they went go kopitiam eat their lunch . than my brother , his wife & their daughter , my sister , adelene , gavin & aloysius came visited me . 4pm i was allow to go out as have taken out my drip le . was all along talking to my friends at outside e ward . till 5+ i went back to my bed to eat my dinner . 5+ his family went back home , went go buy water . with my laogong , junyin & youyang than headed back to my ward . 6+ erica came , till 7.45pm went down with her & e couple & my laogong . soon my laogong went home .
- say he sians ?
we waited chu lei to come as she went to reborn her hair . after we bought our dinner they went back le . after eating , they send me back to my ward . till 10.15pm , celestine & julia came . sit till 12am , e tanglin's police came to take my sentence . starting i said i commit suicide but in e end i said wasnt cos i dont wish to stay in e girls home/jail . 12.20am they went back as i feel damn tired . keep on yawning ~

3 jan`2008
was awake up at 7.45am by e noise gaven by e nurse . 11+ e hospital deh "counsellor" came talk to me .
- so boring ~
till 12+ my father came , 1.35pm he went back . so went to sleep , till 4+ was awake my laogong . came together with gavin & his parent . ate they bring deh food than headed to kopitiam to have my ice-kachang . went with my laogong & fil smoking . chat-ed with him for awhile . than went back to ward . till 7.45pm they went home . for him jiu is , went to malaysia to ask about e renting house in malaysia . cos he wanted to go there to stay ?

4 jan`2009
didnt sleep well . cos my bed beside keep on crying non-stop + is getting louder ! was awake at 7+ in e morning . nobody visited me today . till 1+ my fil came into hospital to fetch me home .

*sorry to my beloved friends ! i know i'm silly & stupid to do this !

i promise i wont do it again le ! although i didnt regret but i wont do it again le !
i do this cos i wanted to commit suicide but in e end didnt sucess .
cos of i cant take it he & that cb so i done that . )x

happy new year to everyone ! i pass my new year in e hospital .
- sad-ed !

*anything i'll update in smses*

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