i guess i should start my life new le .

not bcos of her !

- i dont feel worth it to change cos of her . :x

everyday , i missing her .

cry bcos of her , everyday & nights .

once again my hubby wasn't beside whenever i needs him !

i guess i need to learn to be alone whenever i needs somebody !!!!!

whenever i was sad , nobody be there for me .

whenever they were sad , i was there for them .

haish ~

forget it le , as what i said friend dont count everything .

maybe i let go e friendship will be better for me ?

- seeing her happy , i also happy le . (:

if i've friends in malaysia jiu hao , leave singapore & go to malaysia to hide for awhile .

now , idk how to face all e problems all i've !

really have too much problems infront of me !

tml i'm going find job le , wish me good luck bahs . (:

i wont be that childish like past le , spend wisely , think carefully what i want .

+ i wont be so happy in e past le .

i guess i'll wont make you all so happy & keep laughing all e way .

friends to me now is like nothing ?

to me now , i also dont know .

i only want to make myself have a good health & be a good mummy of gavin poon !

Labels : Learning To Be Alone Whenever There's Nobody Be There For Me !