today i went to interview job .

1 at cwp & 3-4 at far east .

HOPE I CAN WORK !

i'm so tired everything ~

really need to learn to be alone whenver i needs someone to care for me .

to her*

i really needs you alot !

but now you close with her than me le .

once again i cried le .

my heart broke le .

he quarrelled with his mum & leave e house .

do i exist ?

seems like i doesn't exist in this house .

sms you , you never reply me .

what am i to you in your heart ?

a toy ?

replacement ?

she is a mother of 2 child & yet she want snatch my hubby away ?

idk what to do now .

divorce ? or continue ?

I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME & CARE FOR ME !

DO YOU KNOW THAT ?!

w/o them i totally was lost in e way .

can someone guide me out of e maze ?

to laogong*

i still love you but can you treat me as your wife ?

like i'm a human that wasn't exist in this world .

- so tiring ~

i cant feel e happiness when i with you .

you rather with friends/her* than with me .

you making me feel damn fcuking TIRED !!!!!

DO YOU KNOW THAT ?!

Labels : I'm Lost In The Way Out Of The Maze !