♥♥ Mummy'Ginnie™ ; 爱 ღBabyGavin™ღ♥ --

♥Monday, March 23, 2009

HAPPY 6TH MONTHS TO BABY GAVIN !

270-330ml milk 3-4hrs
got eat ceral & porriage
able to flip
have two teeth on his lower gums
start growing hair on his back of e head
smile/laugh easily , love to smile/laugh
love to entertain himself when we didn't play with him but if we wasn't with him for too long he will cry
love lick/sucking/eating his hand/finger
will drip loads of saliva & play with it
able to reach out when e things near him
love to talk his baby language
love to watch tv
love to hear people talking {being a kpo}
love to see that got light & song {feel damn happy about it}
love to eat {esp when we're eating he will open his mouth big & move around & make noise}
a lazy baby , dont wish to hold on e bottle
will open his mouth open while he sitting down or sitting up
will ren people & e place around him
want people to "yao" him to asleep
no "tutu" he can't sleep well
hate noisy place !
got light deh place he wont sleep unless he was too tired !
hate people talking while he was sleeping

*that's all i can rmb as i got STM ! & above deh photos are e past i took for him*

written at 1:51 AM

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hmms , i'm back to update my blog le ! :)

okays , let's start my topic today . :D

went to meet him* .

yes him* , i crush on him ! {wasn't wrong right}

most stupid is i went out w/o ez-link card & money ! {rushing as he reached there}

not i rush to meet him okays , is i dont like people wait for me ! {dont anyhow think!}

when i reached mrt station , i realise i didnt bring my ez-link . {zzz}

all e way back home to take . {tired}

when reached city hall , saw my uncle . {lols}

after saying few words , went up to find him .

*{as we hang around at city hall area}*

yes , he treated me eat lunch , dinner & movies ! {happy}

inside e movie threate , while watching e movie i was shivering . {too cold le}

we went watch e dragon balls . {something about there}

quite nice but quite lame .

9+ we went home as he need go back camp .

went 128 coffeeshop to find my hubby , mil & his friends .

slack & talk cock awhile jiu went home . {as baby want drink milk}

bathed than online .

now he* give me e feeling are so special that i dont have before when i was dating in e past .

& i feels i & my hubby dont have e love on it as seen all his msg & calls before & all was "her" .

{so disappointed ! VERY HEART BROKEN & SAD !}

although i still will worry about him & wanted to continue but i was too tired to love him le .

many times i just wanted to end but whenever i see baby gavin , i dont want to give up anymore !

e feeling was damn .. i also dont know how to say about it . :(

say seriouly i really really feel like giving up but can i do it ?

- i dont think so & i really really dont want baby grow up in a incomplete family !

- as i know deh feeling of growing up w/o a father/mother .

- when i was young , my friends would laugh at me why i no mother while they have .

- & see mostly got mother accompany them & i dont have !

- e feeling was damn hurtful !

cos of this , i cried damn loads of times ! {nobody knows this !}

as i grow up , i've been loads of things ! {UNHAPPY THINGS !}

i keep changing boyf in e past bcos they only want sex !

say seriously I DON'T LIKE MY BOYF DO SEX WITH ME !

I ONLY WANT A VERY STABLE RELATIONSHIP !

- but i dont have it . :(

yes , now i'm married but my marriage wasnt stable & dont feel happy whenever i with him .

- happy will but not like he* give those happy .

& now i know cdac is hua she . means cdac=hua she . {lols}

but nvm lahs , go try again . :)

go tpy central meet adelene tgt with my baby . :)

so long didnt bring him out alone le ! {so miss e days i & him tgt}

written at 12:44 AM

♥Saturday, March 21, 2009

Feel Happy Whenever You Cheer-up Me :)

Bleahs ~

Forever Be Mine , Okays ?

Zhu

really thanks to all those courage me to go work & find work & say so many dao li to me !

i'll prove to you all I'M NOT A LOSER !

all deh stuffs you all said i know .

alot of my friends say me & even god{ahpek} also like that say me .

i know what to do .

i need time to settle everythings !

so people courage me NOT scolding alright !

alright , let's start my today deh stuffs & so on ..

4+ went out , to meet adelene .

in e end i go meet nick first as she still havent reach yet .

than she came find us .

than that idoit bobby always disiao me . {zzz}

*{skipped somethings happened}*

went to fusion to play pool .

but wasn't me e one play . {of cos}

than we slacked & talk-cock .

till 10+ i went back home .

*sorry to adelene that i ps you than went to find nick they all !

& tml i meeting him* .

again he cheer me up . {thanks}

{as something happened , i drop my tears}

but soon they say something i agree too . :)

they said loads of dao li to me .

all is i need time ! time time time !

they wont know my thinking & feeling unless they inside my body .

forget it le , let's forget BAD MEMORIES & start my NEW LIFE SOON !

{VERY SOON !}

written at 11:24 PM

♥Thursday, March 19, 2009

all this are his laterst photos . :)

can see his little teeth ?

*oh ? are you looking at me ?*

*blur photo*

*HELLO EVERYONE , I'M GAVIN POON !*

*going to fall down*

*& yes , he looking on e camera*

*he didn't manage to look on e camera*

*he smile when i talking to him*

*he look other place when i took a photo of him*

yes he have grown one teeth , another one is coming out .

isn't it cute ? {heehee}

yes , my hubby ignore me . {sad}

i know he seeing my blog too .

he know what i'm writing inside my blog .

when you want say me , you think what you done before .

don't you think i copying you from doing it ? {think yourself}

& i've my own freedom to chat with guys .

& he wasn't my boyf ! {please !}

you still e one i loves e most .

but i still e one you loves e most ? {i don't think so}

you're using e wrong method to love me & dote me .

your concern is using harsh tone not a soft tone .

but why is so different from her ?!

na dao i not a human ?

treat me as i wasn't your wife non your girlf .

i do needs you but you always doesn't beside me whenever i needs you !

- do you know e feeling of your love one wasn't beside you when you needs her

{i don't think so , you have a loving "girlf "}

is just why i understanding you & you still don't know what i want ?

got so difficult to find out mahs ?

can your concern more abit good ?

i mean of not that kind of harsh tone ?

when i done wrong things you use harsh tone to concern me . {honestly , i don't like !}

when we can like past that close , that loving which all of them envy us about ?

all our families are worrying about our marriage would gone case !

& i trying to be a good wife , can't you see that ?

& i needs time to let myself to settle down , to change myself . {can ?}

can we have a complete family to be tgt ?

i really don't wish any of us leave baby gavin ! {i really do !}

i've prove to you that i didn't go pub .

as i say it & i mean it & please i need time !

please give i & baby gavin a complete family ! {can ?}

i really don't mind e road are tough , i only want you & baby gavin ! {there's all i need !}

i can see i'm a useless wife as i can't help you anything in your business !

& can't share with you your na chu .

when can share with me your everythings ?!

written at 6:50 PM

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ARIES - The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge.... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical.. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. {For Mine}

VIRGO - The PerfectionistDominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. {For My Hubby}
{Its seems to be right}

i've ban all those spam my blog le .
you spam i ban !
idk should i pierce my lip anot sia .
i feel like piercing my tongue & lip !
how how how ?
who can give me advise ?
today i go meet him* .
he really didnt anyhow touches me ! {so happy}
in my mind his everythings appear .
why like that ?
- really fall in love with him le ?
- i never have this feeling before ! {honestly !}
hope to meet him very soon !
i feel damn unfair as he can go find her , chat with her & i cant ?! {wtf}
i & his feelings wasnt e same le . {sad}
hope them can live happily !

written at 1:27 AM

♥Wednesday, March 18, 2009

i'm back to update my blog as i saw this quiz on my friend's blog , find it interesting .
see it yourself whether it's true anot . :)

Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

currently i'm so miss him* , i admit i'm a hongster but i just cant stop myself from loving another person .
yes , i have a husband but like a person wasn't wrong !
as i didn't together with him !
so you all have no rights to say i'm a hongster , flirt all that .
i cant see my hubby are serious on me , everything he done make me feels so sad & disappointed but yet i forgive him all the times .
like this i wasn't a good wife ?
yes , i admit i wasn't a good wife as i like another person !
as long as i not like him , got another girlf & can't stop seeing her !
honestly i hate him but yet i love him !
once i love him mean love him but everything he done i feel damn sad !
he have make me cried everyday & nights !
only you all dont know nia .
only those very close to me than know it .
i'm suffering loads of things !
you all know ?!
i beg you all dont know .
yes , i'm childish but i'll grow up deh mahs .
na dao you wont grow up mahs .
before you say me , you got think you know me very well .
no than stop saying me !
you have no rights to judge me !
& this is my own personal blog , what i want to say is my problem NOT YOURS !

written at 12:06 AM

♥Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i'm back to post to my blog le .

i've been very long didn't come online & see my friendster & blog le .

i've been finding jobs nowadays .

now waiting for e people to call me .

- hopefully can work !

have been taking care of my son , all by myself .

{cos something happened , i also dont wish to say so much about it}

thanks to them for courage me to do those things & guide me through !

now i know what is important to me le !

now my own family is e most important i needs !

no my hubby , jiu wont have today deh chubby baby gavin .

no matters what , i'll do my best for them !

NO THEM = NO ME !

i feel i've grown up abit le .

{see it yourself bahs}

i wont ask anyone to lend me money unless really is URGENT !

i also wont ask money from my families & his families !

I WANT DEPEND ALL BY MYSELF !!!!!

I'LL SHOW IT MYSELF TO YOU ALL !!!!!

*overdue photos*

*on babyprecious full month*

*{no chance to post cos no laptop}*

written at 7:43 PM

♥Sunday, March 1, 2009

ytd i do really have enjoyed !

drink drunk drank ~

sorry to you that i've cause so many things out !

you're right , i should grow up le .

{don't leave me alone to face all problems} *PLEASE*

I guess i need time to change myself !

*{PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO CHANGE}*

I WANT TO CHANGE BE A BETTER GIRL THAN PAST !

I DON'T WANT BE A USELESS GIRL !

KINDLY GIVE ME GUIDE TO WALK THE ROAD !

I DO NEED IT ALOT !!!!!

i won't be e playful & keep ask people for money !

no money=no go out .

to me now , friends & baby gavin more important to me !

they always beside me whenever i need them !

w/o i really can go die le .

i still rmb e panadols incident , they support me .

but yet i disappointed on them . {so sorry friends !}

now i can say is i don't have hubby .

he done e wrong thing first & yet now he blame me .

{i guess i need to have a good talking with him !}

to all my friends :

can guide me all along e road mahs ?

{i know i sound like ... but i need it alot !}

i really want to change ! i say i mean it !

i don't wish all my friends leave me !

if really do , i can say is i wont be at this world le .

now my mood just like want to go end my life .

i want to du li ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT !

written at 8:27 PM