ytd i do really have enjoyed !

drink drunk drank ~

sorry to you that i've cause so many things out !

you're right , i should grow up le .

{don't leave me alone to face all problems} *PLEASE*

I guess i need time to change myself !

*{PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO CHANGE}*

I WANT TO CHANGE BE A BETTER GIRL THAN PAST !

I DON'T WANT BE A USELESS GIRL !

KINDLY GIVE ME GUIDE TO WALK THE ROAD !

I DO NEED IT ALOT !!!!!

i won't be e playful & keep ask people for money !

no money=no go out .

to me now , friends & baby gavin more important to me !

they always beside me whenever i need them !

w/o i really can go die le .

i still rmb e panadols incident , they support me .

but yet i disappointed on them . {so sorry friends !}

now i can say is i don't have hubby .

he done e wrong thing first & yet now he blame me .

{i guess i need to have a good talking with him !}

to all my friends :

can guide me all along e road mahs ?

{i know i sound like ... but i need it alot !}

i really want to change ! i say i mean it !

i don't wish all my friends leave me !

if really do , i can say is i wont be at this world le .

now my mood just like want to go end my life .

i want to du li ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT ! I WANT IT !