hello again ~
i'm back ..
wasn't ps by people , was bcos i've no money to ton .

and i owe people money again .. =(
today first time eat so expensive , drink so expensive and watch movie so expensive . =(
owe her so much money now . =(
but i'll return soon ! (no matter what)

today i visit my grandmother , i cried on the spot .
before this hubby quarrelled with his mother .
he jiu shi die die don't want go down , say got thing to do .
idk is real anot .

ask him go down awhile like want his life ?
i didn't insist to force him down than he need say even my ah ma die i also won't go down .
i go down only see her than go liaos .
saw my ah ma , i talk but idk what she saying so idk talk already .
but i cry instead cos i think of my mother .
he say in a harsh tone , come here than didn't talk . talk to her lahs .
my heart gone cold , cry even more .
but i hold back cos going down le .
almost cry when saw my father , step-mother and my ah yi .

all the while , we didn't talk .
reach mrt , go each way .
i go find my friend and he go home . (i guess so)

than he didn't text me but i text him , enjoy and i not coming back home .
called him at cine , no answer .
awhile more , he called .
say at home , didn't go out . (in a harsh tone)
text me say , don't need call me ask nv go out ma ask for wad .
concern him got wrong mehs ?

more details inside more my private blog , don't want "dirty" my this blog . =/
Lorrain , can get lost from my blog ??
i don't need you to entertain ..

{R} , i need you !

that's all ..
byeee ~