today is sunday le , tml jiu is monday le ..
time flies ~

ytd went to sembawang park to go celestine's bbq . =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL !
around 10+ went to sembawang to accompany {A} eat than train to cine .
walk to boat quay slack and talk cock .
nick ask me to meet him , meet him for awhile .
talk about stacey things again , sigh ..
around 7+ train back home .

i know i'm wrong to have a boyf but i only need love , care and concern from the guy i love .
it seems , all are disapprove him now . =(
i wasn't feeling happy now ..
feel was wrong , tired and more mistaken ..

{R} you won't know how much i feel inside my heart , i choose not to explain cos i don't wish you have a bad thinking on me .
not i don't take serious on the f/s of ours .
you keep mistaken on me , feel so terrible inside my heart ..
you won't know my heart have been keep bleeding non-stop .

you know a sentence that says : heart are bleeding while the sky are raining ?
i do things is got reason on it , not w/o any reason .
please don't mistaken me hao mahs .
i don't need your love , i neeed your trust jiu hao .
what have past already past , i don't need so many friends .
i need a true friend that always will be there for me , hear i say deh things and lend me shoulder to lean on .
edison , have been cheering me up whenever i'm down and hear my things and lend me his shoulder to lean on .
i know , that doesn't mean i can tgt with him but idk how to say .. =/

at wrong time met the wrong guy , at the wrong time met the right guy i need .
he everything is good but he just won't let me do things i wanted . (sometimes)
when i dulan , he still keep make me more dulan till i keep laughing . (bth him)
he really cheer me up alot !
although i'll suspect his love and everything to me .
can say is idk what to do now bahs . =/
i can choose divorce but i don't want hai my son , i don't want he grow up w/o a father .
he sure will ask , who is my papa and where is my papa and why other children got papa and i don't have .
also don't wish , my son was torture by his step-father .
all human will change somehow in sometime .

i don't ask for a long r/s cos i know i won't have ..
i don't believe on love too ..
i only believe on friends , be there when they need me . =D
i know nobody will be there for me so i'm okays for it .
for some friends , i won't trust on them .
from what i see and hear to see and know more about you . (friends)
but i won't comment so much on you . =)
cos i've no right to comment .

watching tv time ..
that's all ..
byeee ~

P.S. : No Comment Is Needed , Keep Your Comment To Yourself . =)

thanks for the wishes !

so happy that he now was one yr old le .. :-)
one yr old ago , i still suffering but now i'm happy with it =D

he's my everything !
i need go find job asap le , no work can die sia =x

btw , {J} i wish everlasting with your hubby and hope to see you soon . =D
miss you nahs , so long didn't see you liaos .

{C} i going buy a BIG present for you =P
something you like deh , see you on sat le .. =)

that's all ..
byeee ..

camwhoring at cine's acarde ..
after the celebration , went cine with edison , leonard and two guys .
than ate at LJS , walked to far east to find the perfume but the shop close le .
bought kit and eye liner .






presents from friends and relatives .
thanks alot !! :-D

above photo shown i'm not pregnant .
even got , is of cos is my hubby's NOT other okays !!

sat going drink with jacky , woohoo ~
happy siol , quite long didn't go drink le .
but that stupid {N} is going , wtf .
he going keep disturbing me cos of her* le .
sigh ~~~

not working today cos they didn't call me where to work at .
sad siol , going find job soon le ..
hopefully i can get a job i wanted ! (GOD BLESS)
i don't want to be past deh gin le , so lazy so useless ..

that's all ..
byeee ~

time flies ~~~
tml jiu is my son's first year birthday celebration le , although not at actual day of celebration . (the day he gave birth)
i'm so happy to see all my friends tgt again !!
so many people didn't seen my son before also . (curious right, LOL)

today is my "last day" ton with edison , he tuesday booking in and i tuesday start working le . =(
no mood to work this line , no confident . =(
work le , also headache to find money to go work and eat . (OMG)
mood keep changing non-stop . =(

i'll ask my sis to buy kit for me tml !
if really not pregnant i'll happy yet disappointed .
if pregnant , i'll happy like fcuk . =x
i want a baby girl ! (hope i'll have one)
i and my hubby r/s was so-so , not that stable also not that unstable . =/
it seems to be wrong that i choose the wrong guy , ever i married to him i keep met the good one . =(

fate played me , sigh ~~~
i hate fate !!
how i wish all wasn't like this , if i can choose i won't choose married .
at least i won't feel so stress and tight up . =S

i really hope many many many people can attend my son's birthday celebration tml !
text me to say coming arhs , i damn looking forward tml ! ^.^
no present is okays , people come jiu hao . =D
want take many many photos !! =D
don't disappointed me arhs ! :-P

once i feel you can't be trusted , i'll auto avoid you and don't contact you .
don't ask me why cos idk why too . =)

that's all ..
byeee ~~~

now i need to say something now .
i will say it on my private blog later . =)
once i delete you away from my private blog , you don't need to bother to ask me to add you back .
once betray me , i won't find you like past . =)

i suspect myself pregnant sia . =x
within 30mins will hungry .
will feel like vomiting . =/
last mth i already come le , than got do that thing with him after that .
won't come so fast this mth .

i find that , there's nobody i can trust on .
friends won't last for forever .
friends will betray each other .
i don't need so many friends , one is enough for me .
but i don't seems i have one ? (laughs)

more inside my private blog ..
don't need to bother ask me to add you into my private blog .
want betray me , than nvm .
i shall just delete all away ~~~

byeee ~~

omg ~
4days didn't update my blog le . =x

today so fcuk sia .
ytd night went meet {Mr.XH} , he so fierce nahs !
ask me whether got drink beer , i say got .
end up he buy without telling me .. =/
reached there , i stare on the water if not space than he scolded me .
don't want drink , he also scold me . (OMG)

than he walked away , i jiu went meet {Mr.L} and {Mr.E} at khatib .
went {Mr.L} with {Mr.E} , we stay overnight .
till 6+ , we went off to khatib there deh under block eat , drink and smoke .
than 8+ went to take mrt .

i've hurt {Mr.L} feeling ! =(
he say he'll went m.i.a , i feel so hurt and bad ! =(
I'M SORRY LEONARD !
i won't like you nor edison deh !

i've broke off with {Mr.J} le .
don't ask me cos i won't answer !!
leave him is better , i NOT a GOOD GIRL !!
i only know how to hurt someone's feeling . =/

my boy fall sick , i also didn't take care !
I NOT A GOOD MOTHER !
I FEEL SO BAD ALL ABOUT IT !
now i feeling so down . =/

my boy's birthday celebration at TOA PAYOH LORONG 1 , BLK 124 .
START AT 2.30pm , can come early if you want to . =)
PLEASE CONFIRM WITH ME IF YOU'RE COMING ! (THANKS)

that's all ..
byeee ~

hello everyone ~~

i not working at amk hub le .
was fire by my boss le .
she xian me alot of things ! =S

today i'll be going wei qiang's chalet .
think not coming back home le .
going down to collect my salary later .
and thanks {L} for treating me eat mac !! (muacks)

that's all ..
byeee ~

hello everyone ~

today is 5th day of working ! i feel happy that everyday i learn something new =D
but boss still unhappy about it =(
xian i do things slow , keep forgetting things . =(
she gave me last chance , till sunday everyday need to know and know what to do ! =(
tml i need open the shop early by myself ! =(
*stress stress*

today is my ahma's last day of funeral . ='(
i cried on the way there and on the way back . =(
memories keep flashing out , how i wish my brain was computer !
just press a key 'DELETE' jiu hao le . =/
feeling so down and unhappy !

happy that i finish the girl thing ! =D
today is the 6th day of it and is finishing ! (YAY YAY)
looking forward on thursday cos i can off ! cos i need go ttsh to do check-up . =)
sat going {Mr.S}'s chalet and going see many familiar faces ! =D

wish me luck bahs ~
really hope i can cope with it !
anything text me , don't call me !
prepaid from 70+ till now 30+ nia . =(
use so fast nors ! *heartpain*
will stop answering calls le !!!!! =D

that's all ..
byeee ~