today is sunday le , tml jiu is monday le ..
time flies ~

ytd went to sembawang park to go celestine's bbq . =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL !
around 10+ went to sembawang to accompany {A} eat than train to cine .
walk to boat quay slack and talk cock .
nick ask me to meet him , meet him for awhile .
talk about stacey things again , sigh ..
around 7+ train back home .

i know i'm wrong to have a boyf but i only need love , care and concern from the guy i love .
it seems , all are disapprove him now . =(
i wasn't feeling happy now ..
feel was wrong , tired and more mistaken ..

{R} you won't know how much i feel inside my heart , i choose not to explain cos i don't wish you have a bad thinking on me .
not i don't take serious on the f/s of ours .
you keep mistaken on me , feel so terrible inside my heart ..
you won't know my heart have been keep bleeding non-stop .

you know a sentence that says : heart are bleeding while the sky are raining ?
i do things is got reason on it , not w/o any reason .
please don't mistaken me hao mahs .
i don't need your love , i neeed your trust jiu hao .
what have past already past , i don't need so many friends .
i need a true friend that always will be there for me , hear i say deh things and lend me shoulder to lean on .
edison , have been cheering me up whenever i'm down and hear my things and lend me his shoulder to lean on .
i know , that doesn't mean i can tgt with him but idk how to say .. =/

at wrong time met the wrong guy , at the wrong time met the right guy i need .
he everything is good but he just won't let me do things i wanted . (sometimes)
when i dulan , he still keep make me more dulan till i keep laughing . (bth him)
he really cheer me up alot !
although i'll suspect his love and everything to me .
can say is idk what to do now bahs . =/
i can choose divorce but i don't want hai my son , i don't want he grow up w/o a father .
he sure will ask , who is my papa and where is my papa and why other children got papa and i don't have .
also don't wish , my son was torture by his step-father .
all human will change somehow in sometime .

i don't ask for a long r/s cos i know i won't have ..
i don't believe on love too ..
i only believe on friends , be there when they need me . =D
i know nobody will be there for me so i'm okays for it .
for some friends , i won't trust on them .
from what i see and hear to see and know more about you . (friends)
but i won't comment so much on you . =)
cos i've no right to comment .

watching tv time ..
that's all ..
byeee ~

P.S. : No Comment Is Needed , Keep Your Comment To Yourself . =)